It dont matter

There were things i would have told you, but choose not to.

,and there were the captions i’d have replied to, screenshot perhaps.

,and there were the times i’d want to meet up so bad but it dont matter no more.

,Cause you always busy, you never see it.

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At one point in life darling, you gotta learn to move on.

Not everything is gonna turn out the way you wanted them to be

Not everyone’s gonna stand by you till the end.

Know that, priorities, attitude and the vibes change.

So do you.

Its okay

Hey, its okay to feel out of place

Its okay to feel insecure about the little details of life

Its okay to feel alone in every crowded room

Its okay to stay up all night, talking to the moon instead of them fake people

Its okay to be quiet, reserved

Its okay to turn down their offers, their dates and late night parties

Its okay to look up at your phone, blank screen waiting for their text for like an eternity.

Its okay to always start the conversation and not forget to use the smileys

Its okay to be you

Hey….its okay

Wild thoughts..😁😁

How i wish i were the flash,😃

Quick to rectify up my past mistakes,

Run and stop the petty crimes, murders and evil masterminds.

Relive the old good times over and over again.🤗🤗

Time jump into the future and amaze at how life would be, perfect..,hmmh

And guess what! I’d be the fastest man aliive.😀

How i wish i were superman💪

Immortal. Damn! i wont have to bleed,🤓

Unbeatable, ooh yeeah! Haters your days are numbered😂

A big heart, ready to help and always available when need be.

Melt the barriers infront of me with my heat vision

Soar high beyond the skies, to outer space, visit kryptonian(if it exists) so i wont have to worry about earth.

How i wish i were one of them🤔

So i wont have to pay my bills

I wont have to worry bout how quick i’d get everything done

But i’m me, human😊

I try, queing in line waiting to be served

Afterwards spending hours in this jam just to get home…

She…

She hated him,

She hated him for the curse he bore.

She cried,

She cried for she could not help him.

She fancied,

She fancied the short time they spent; shopping, clubbing, painting and partying.

She swore,

She swore to take him for who he was, a beast of fangs, claws and blood-shot eyes.

She felt insecure, but with him more secure.

She loved him, but was afraid of what he’d do.

She wanted to go, but he compelled her back.

She ignored words from friends and foes alike,

That he was a beast of fangs and bloodshot eyes.

She set her mission, to make him whole.

“Yes, please?” She uttered wearily

She was dying in his bed.

“Are you ever going to forgive me?” He asked in her last breath.

“Wha…what more could i want. Than immortality!” Her eyes sunken inside the sockets.

He watched her pale skin, wrinkled neck and dark veins. He pulled her head close.

He opened his mouth and fangs emerged.

He plunged them deep in her vein, injecting venom enough not to kill her.

He stood and watched as she became alive, he felt her heartbeat, like a sledgehammer.

Her eyes, red just like his’

He vanished in the first morning light…

…space…

Standing there, watching you leave, and waving a goodbye
Perhaps for the last time, or maybe not

Flashing memories, blurring images

The ones I just couldn’t let go.

And you said you’d stay, till late

I shouldn’t have waited, no

I should’ve moved on, yeah
Walking back, wishing you’d return

Only the whisper of wind blows across my ear,

Telling me the things you’d say to me.

Forgetting, I laugh out loud,

Turning to my right, it’s void….just a blank space.

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ON-LINE

‘hi too?’ I reply
‘I love ua profile pic’ you type

‘thanks!’ I say with a smile😊

I then sneak in on your profile

‘its awesome, wow!’ I say to myself.

Its on-crush.

‘What do you love?’ you ask

‘swimming, dancing, ps’… I reply

‘wow! We should have a swimming and gaming date, right?’ you suggest

‘yeah, sure, why not?” I give in

Its become an on-date.

Days have passed

Its becoming weeks and months

Not a word from you, I decide to text

‘oh hey, long time. I missed you!’😢

I believe that.

‘hey!’ you insist, ‘are you there?’

I shouldn’t have on-crushed.😕


#re-post

I am wrong..

The nights we had

The moments passed

The vows we made,

I thought to stay you would.

But I was wrong, it was meant to fade.
We laughed, cried, partied.

You would be a brother, a friend

All the way to the end

That’s what you said

But i was wrong, it all dimmed.
Where you left me I stayed,

Hoping one day you’ll remember

Maybe if I’ll still be there

If there’ll be time, I’ll see you

But maybe I’m wrong, we were never meant to be.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved

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and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The thingat seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life….that person is you …😊😊😊

That boy…

The tone on his voice,
The voice in his head,
The fire in his soul,
The beast in his belly,
The storm in his heart,
Oh, remember him,
When they call him a sinner,
When they criticize him,
Misunderstood, fitting in he really never understood,
Smile and wave,
They said he’s naive,
Be nice,
They took him for granted,,
Hold on,
But it hurt more than letting go,
Love yourself,
You are too selfish,
His heart big but it beat quiet,
In mankind, he lost faith,
In humanity, he does what’s right,
Do you feel me?
Maybe heaven does…
He’ll keep walking, it’s all that’s left…