I told myself i wouldn’t break these walls again.,

Walls built from lies and ignorance.,

I swore i wont tell the words i used to say to anyone.,

And do the things we always did twice.,

And smile helplessly like a fool, never!

But then there was you.

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It dont matter

There were things i would have told you, but choose not to.

,and there were the captions i’d have replied to, screenshot perhaps.

,and there were the times i’d want to meet up so bad but it dont matter no more.

,Cause you always busy, you never see it.

At one point in life darling, you gotta learn to move on.

Not everything is gonna turn out the way you wanted them to be

Not everyone’s gonna stand by you till the end.

Know that, priorities, attitude and the vibes change.

So do you.

Its okay

Hey, its okay to feel out of place

Its okay to feel insecure about the little details of life

Its okay to feel alone in every crowded room

Its okay to stay up all night, talking to the moon instead of them fake people

Its okay to be quiet, reserved

Its okay to turn down their offers, their dates and late night parties

Its okay to look up at your phone, blank screen waiting for their text for like an eternity.

Its okay to always start the conversation and not forget to use the smileys

Its okay to be you

Hey….its okay

Wild thoughts..😁😁

How i wish i were the flash,😃

Quick to rectify up my past mistakes,

Run and stop the petty crimes, murders and evil masterminds.

Relive the old good times over and over again.🤗🤗

Time jump into the future and amaze at how life would be, perfect..,hmmh

And guess what! I’d be the fastest man aliive.😀

How i wish i were superman💪

Immortal. Damn! i wont have to bleed,🤓

Unbeatable, ooh yeeah! Haters your days are numbered😂

A big heart, ready to help and always available when need be.

Melt the barriers infront of me with my heat vision

Soar high beyond the skies, to outer space, visit kryptonian(if it exists) so i wont have to worry about earth.

How i wish i were one of them🤔

So i wont have to pay my bills

I wont have to worry bout how quick i’d get everything done

But i’m me, human😊

I try, queing in line waiting to be served

Afterwards spending hours in this jam just to get home…

She…

She hated him,

She hated him for the curse he bore.

She cried,

She cried for she could not help him.

She fancied,

She fancied the short time they spent; shopping, clubbing, painting and partying.

She swore,

She swore to take him for who he was, a beast of fangs, claws and blood-shot eyes.

She felt insecure, but with him more secure.

She loved him, but was afraid of what he’d do.

She wanted to go, but he compelled her back.

She ignored words from friends and foes alike,

That he was a beast of fangs and bloodshot eyes.

She set her mission, to make him whole.

“Yes, please?” She uttered wearily

She was dying in his bed.

“Are you ever going to forgive me?” He asked in her last breath.

“Wha…what more could i want. Than immortality!” Her eyes sunken inside the sockets.

He watched her pale skin, wrinkled neck and dark veins. He pulled her head close.

He opened his mouth and fangs emerged.

He plunged them deep in her vein, injecting venom enough not to kill her.

He stood and watched as she became alive, he felt her heartbeat, like a sledgehammer.

Her eyes, red just like his’

He vanished in the first morning light…

…space…

Standing there, watching you leave, and waving a goodbye
Perhaps for the last time, or maybe not

Flashing memories, blurring images

The ones I just couldn’t let go.

And you said you’d stay, till late

I shouldn’t have waited, no

I should’ve moved on, yeah
Walking back, wishing you’d return

Only the whisper of wind blows across my ear,

Telling me the things you’d say to me.

Forgetting, I laugh out loud,

Turning to my right, it’s void….just a blank space.